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[LOG] Don't look at me

Who: Havi and Cassidy
What: Cassidy wants to die #2
When: After Cassidy and Areli's fun day as friends in the city
Where: dorm room A3-3

Cassidy came back into the room without looking at his room mate. He walked in and dropped his motorcycle helmet on the ground right after he weakly shoved the door closed. The helmet rolled CLEARLY onto Havi's side of the room. He didn't even care.

He walked straight at his bed and collapsed face first into his pillow.

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"Not a lot." Cassidy admitted "He's a cheerleader and part of the theater department, that's about it"

"I mean," he started, but then stopped. Why were they talking about this.

"I don't think-- I think he's really just-- I don't think turning him down is that big of a ... deal. For him." Havi shrugged sheepishly. "He seems less interested in the ... traditional aspects of relationships." A pause. "WELL. No, that's not true--"

He squinted at his own wording.

"I'm ... trying to say he's probably not going to be heartbroken. So you can ... rest easy. Also he tries to get with like ... everyone he thinks is cute. So ..."

"Not that I'm saying--!! You're ... not-- you know what I mean."

how are you supposed to tell if you're roomate is hitting on you.......

wait... are you still rooming with Havi???

yeah that's why it's weird

You know what. That was definitely more than Havi has ever said to Joaquin in 4 months of living together in just one sentence.

And everything in that? Yeah. He. Cassidy just.

He looked at his blank phone screen like there was something on it. Because this was taking a lot to process. Cassidy felt his stomach backflip as he went through 'i'm not gay why did areli kiss me' to 'oh fuck maybe he did actually want to date me' to 'no he just thought i was c-cute" to
no that's not right he just wanted to date clint and i was the second choice'.

"Maybe literally running away from him after him kissing me will make him think twice about just asking people out without knowing them first"

He opened his mouth to counter with something, but ... decided against it. Let's take this a different route.

"I think he just dates a little more ... casually ..." Havi spoke slowly, planning his wording a little better - then he laughed. "I guess if you ran he might back off, but no promises." Jokes are funny, right? Does this situation call for humor? Ugh.

"I mean, wait-- was it just a kiss on the cheek?" He was ... a little confused about Cassidy's apparent breakdown. Havi's (unfortunately) seen Cassidy ... with other people ... maybe that was just a one-time thing?

"Not. Not on the cheek" Cassidy rubbed his forehead. "I took my bike so I thought I'd be polite or whatever and walk him over to catch his bus. I just thought he wanted to go to the music store ugh"

cassidy just wanted to go to the music store.

Havi wasn't sure how else he was supposed to help this kid out.

"Well ... at least now he knows you aren't interested ... do you think you'll be hanging out with him again?"

"I- no after this it would be awkward" but not as fucking awkward as this "I think me freaking out and running... Fuck I don't think I can avoid him for two years"

Two years? That's overkill.

"I ... think that's a bit unrealistic," Havi sighed. "Do you have any classes with him?"

"Not this semester no... But If he, shows up or something I'm not here."

Avoiding this was not going to help Cassidy's situation, but it was highly unlikely the kid was going to follow his advice on the matter, so he just nodded.

"Yeah, I can do that."

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[LOG] Don't look at me

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FUCKING CHIRST

YOU STARTED THIS

YOU MADE IT BAD

IT WAS DESTINED TO BE BAD FROM THE START

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i hate cassidy

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